I See Gohsts

As I closed my eyes I felt so cozy, I was hallucinating I was holding something. First it was a pencil or some kind of pen, later I joint my arms to a soft one resting in my chest. I nestled my blanket and soon dozed off in thought. When I am sleepy I hallucinate sound. Mother was speaking, inaudible, Carla kept saying ‘Si’. I thought about when she was a baby and of how I taught her how to say ‘Si’. The blanket suddenly nestled a baby. This baby was my child, I was protecting it, a little ball above my chest. Soon in the darkness of my shut eye, the sepia noise of the limbo of the closed eye universe began to flow uneasy, forms where forming and spiraling, particles moved and created a shape. This figure kept moving, I could sense it. I open my eyes. Carla, is sat beside me with a purple sweater, she looks at me. When I acknowledge her in surprise she disappears. This is real life. When she saw I noticed, her soft expression got turned into surprise. Then vanished slowly, as she disappeared or in the same second, I saw a man not unlike how Jesus is depicted in art. Beard, olive-brown eyes, arched nose of about 35, he had long hair like any icon you would have seen. His resemblance was most like the art work I saw of Albrecht Durer. Jesus looked at me, his first apparition. He was taking care of me, protecting me, he saw me and I saw him, then he slowly ascended above my celling out of my view. He left a smudge of essence as he ascended and his form distorted like a brush stroke from Picasso’s work inspired by El Greco. The stroke went downwards, showing him going upwards. At this my sister looked kindly. In a way it showed how Jesus looked after the both of us, including the lump of life I was cocooning. Then I saw my own spirit looking down on me, similar to the dream I had of my soul, the kindness, the star flake eyes and smile in the limbo of the sepia noise of my shut eye. The darkness and the noise formed this reflection of me. Then I remembered Jolene and her playful ghost apparition and that’s when above me three little ghosts started spinning and frolicking above me, not unlike the ying-yang, only three, like two colling stars, only three. Playfully spinning above me. This occurred the 5th of June 2026 at 02:15 am. My first ghost and God apparition.